I wanted to thank everyone for their kind words and encouragement. In the morning I will once again tackle that computer screen at Walmart. Living in a small town there are not a lot of job opportunities. Because of my back I cannot do mill work. And ask yourself, do you want a waitress to wait on you that has to keep asking you to keep repeating your order because they could not hear it? I know my limitations due to my back and hearing. And yes I have a college degree. Guess what I am obsolete. And again, I have less hearing than I did 12 years ago, I would not be able to listen to a patients breathing and truely tell what I hear. Somebody said something about working on computers. LOL I know several people with computer degrees that are cashiering! I know it sounds like a bunch of excuses and it is. I do have a fear of going to interviews. I will do it but I won't like it.