I went this morning to put in a job application at Walmart. They use a computer to fill out applications now. I was halfway thru it, actually more than halfway when it went black and lost power. Everything was lost. They do not know just how hard it is for me to fill this stupid thing out. None of the places that I worked at have a record of me ever have worked there. And most of the places are not around anymore. They want to know my managers name. I don't know those things. I don't know when I started working at any of my jobs. I don't know what I was paid. I don't have 2 people that I can put down that I have worked with. I only have 1. I have not worked in 12 years. Don't they know how hard it is for me to do this? Looking for a job scares me. It always has.Interviewing scares me. I am always afraid that I will not hear what they say to me. Now I have trouble seeing things good. I have had a broken back so I am limited on what I can do. I have limited hours I can work. I am scared of doing this whole thing.I am not good at this. I don't know if I am going to be able to go back and do this. I don't like feeling this way again.