Today is Pat's birthday. It would please me if this day would start over. I am just not liking it today. We all would have been better off today if I had given him a large sleeping pill and he stayed in bed asleep the whole day. Nothing worse than a pessimist having a bad day. Yes that is Pat. Sometimes I wonder how we made it as long as we have. He sees the dark side of everything. He holds a grudge until dooms day and never forgets. The problem with never forgets is he does not remember things correctly either. With him there is no silver lining anywhere.
I baked 2 cakes. Last night I made one for him and used store bough icing that had turned or something. This morning he ate a piece but he was making funny faces. He went back to bed for a bit and I baked another cake and made some chocolate icing using Hersey bars for the chocolate.
Must fight the urge to overate. I am not hungry just frusterated. talk to yall later. things will get better for me because I will not allow myself to be dragged down by him.