Today has been a busy day. We worked on the tractor until we got it going then Pat started discing the garden for me. I got part of the yard cut with the mower. I tell you the grass is really growing! It needed cutting last week but the rain kept me from doing so. Now it is almost as high as a hay field! LOL. It will take 2 times cutting it to get it cut right. o well I do not mind doing that. I love getting outside and cutting the grass. I do a lot of thinking while I am riding on the lawnmower or when I am out cutting the fields. It is something that takes hours to do and your thought tend to turn inward.
I was sitting outside watching Pat disc the garden and as I was looking around I realized that this farm is my whole world. sure I go other places like the store but basically this is my whole world. my best friend moved to Atlanta a couple years ago and now my other friend has gone to Flordia for an unknown amount of time. I don't know if she will be coming back. I am 44 years old and I have 2 friends that I know personally. Sure I know some people online but it is not the same thing. It is hard to hug your buddy list. How did I ever get here? Why didn't I make friends like other people did as they were growing up? Sure I knew a few people in the neighborhood but I can not say yeah they are my friends. I have no idea where they are now and I do not care to find out. I think I will stop for now as I really do not want to get down. It is time for me to stop thinking and just relax.
Time for a cappuccino and to just relax on the couch with my hunny.