Monday, September 27, 2004
Sorry I have not been around the last couple of days. I am trying to get the house and me ready for my daughter's homecoming. She will be home Wednesday. I am happy that she is coming home and a bit sad. Sad, because now I will have to share Brook with her physically. I know that Brook will not love me any less with her mama here. I won't love her any less. I will miss being her mama. I am having a hard time with it. I knew it would not be forever but I wanted it to be. My emotions are going every which way. Pat and I are getting on each others nerves and I know it is because of this. He is afraid of losing her too. We will get through this. We have too. Brook and Candiac need us.
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