Monday, September 27, 2004
Sorry
Sorry I have not been around the last couple of days. I am trying to get the house and me ready for my daughter's homecoming. She will be home Wednesday. I am happy that she is coming home and a bit sad. Sad, because now I will have to share Brook with her physically. I know that Brook will not love me any less with her mama here. I won't love her any less. I will miss being her mama. I am having a hard time with it. I knew it would not be forever but I wanted it to be. My emotions are going every which way. Pat and I are getting on each others nerves and I know it is because of this. He is afraid of losing her too. We will get through this. We have too. Brook and Candiac need us.
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I'll be prayin for you ! If you ever need to chat (Im here) and if Im not - email me and I'll answer......
ReplyDeleteIt would be wonderful if your daughter would let you and Pat adopt Brook.
ReplyDeleteYou have had her all her life, and I am sure letting her go will be very hard on you, Pat and Brook.
I think your daughter should think about this.
This brings tears to my eyes.
Billie
I hope things work out better than you expect. I can understand your fears as you raised Brook. You will just have to stay cool and see what happens. God bless.
ReplyDeleteOh Celeste, i am sure this will be hard, and it will be just as hard for Brooke i'm sure. Good luck and I hope everything works out good ...please keep us updated.
ReplyDeleteDear Celeste;
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry...I just don't know what to say that will make you feel better...except that we all feel so bad for you, that you have such a pull on your heartstrings, and that we are here anytime you need a shoulder to cry on. I really mean that. I will say this much....you have raised that child to be who she is now, and she will not forget that...but you do need to keep a hand on things. Make sure Brook is safe and loved like you always have, and keep a close eye on her. I wish your daughter would just let you have guardianship, or even let you put her in your name. I will put you in my prayers tonight.
I had no idea Brook was not yours by birth. I will be praying things will work out for the best. My heart goes out to you. Paula
ReplyDeleteI am thinking of you and send hugs your way....... judi
ReplyDeleteI am sorry you are going thru this. I had no idea that Brooke wasn't yours. She won't forget all the loving you have given her I am sure.
ReplyDeleteKathy
Hang in there Celeste! Everything will be ok!!! Hugs to you ~Ann
ReplyDeleteMy grandmother raised me on and off with my parents....she is still the one who holds my heart.
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