Monday, September 27, 2004

Sorry

Sorry I have not been around the last couple of days. I am trying to get the house and me ready for my daughter's homecoming. She will be home Wednesday. I am happy that she is coming home and a bit sad. Sad, because now I will have to share Brook with her physically. I know that Brook will not love me any less with her mama here. I won't love her any less. I will miss being her mama. I am having a hard time with it. I knew it would not be forever but I wanted it to be. My emotions are going every which way. Pat and I are getting on each others nerves and I know it is because of this. He is afraid of losing her too. We will get through this. We have too. Brook and Candiac need us.

10 comments:

  1. I'll be prayin for you ! If you ever need to chat (Im here) and if Im not - email me and I'll answer......

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  2. It would be wonderful if your daughter would let you and Pat adopt Brook.
    You have had her all her life, and I am sure letting her go will be very hard on you, Pat and Brook.
    I think your daughter should think about this.
    This brings tears to my eyes.
    Billie

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  3. I hope things work out better than you expect. I can understand your fears as you raised Brook.  You will just have to stay cool and see what happens. God bless.

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  4. Oh Celeste, i am sure this will be hard, and it will be just as hard for Brooke i'm sure. Good luck and I hope everything works out good ...please keep us updated.

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  5. Dear Celeste;

    I am so sorry...I just don't know what to say that will make you feel better...except that we all feel so bad for you, that you have such a pull on your heartstrings, and that we are here anytime you need a shoulder to cry on.  I really mean that.  I will say this much....you have raised that child to be who she is now, and she will not forget that...but you do need to keep a hand on things.  Make sure Brook is safe and loved like you always have, and keep a close eye on her. I wish your daughter would just let you have guardianship, or even let you put her in your name. I will put you in my prayers tonight.

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  6. I had no idea Brook was not yours by birth. I will be praying things will work out for the best. My heart goes out to you. Paula

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  7. I am thinking of you and send hugs your way....... judi

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  8. I am sorry you are going thru this.  I had no idea that Brooke wasn't yours.  She won't forget all the loving you have given her I am sure.

    Kathy

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  9. Hang in there Celeste! Everything will be ok!!! Hugs to you ~Ann

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  10. My grandmother raised me on and off with my parents....she is still the one who holds my heart.

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