Seems like all I do is whine and cry and bitch.
I thought getting older meant somethings would be easier. That apparently was stupid thinking on my part. When do I get to take a step forward? I am so fricking tired of always going backwards. It seems no matter what I do it gets screwed up.
Going to make a list. Got to find a way to balance things. Find some more corners to cut. I guess I will not pay some bills. Credit is bad anyway.